posted 04-28-2000 10:54 AM            

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trying to get you to feel sorry for me. Instead of having someone come to the board and post a message about how I might not be around much I'll just do it myself. It's offcial that I'm not really, truly depressed! I'm not really suicidal but, hey who knows what could happen. My brother is dying because he used to use heroine, nobody remembered my birthday, my boyfriend hates me, and ooo I have no friends. Don't worry though if you bid on one of my auctions or if I owe you $$ or clothing you'll get it. Anyways yeah so who knows what will really happen to me. However if I do decide to take the cowards way out I'll be sure to send all my AF items to anybody who wants them .. haha. See you all later ... maybe.

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posted 04-28-2000 07:41 PM            

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Sometimes I feel like I'm no good too! My sister is crazy and just starts hitting me out of nowhere, my brother is autistic and can't communicate so he starts screaming, my mom is constantly mad, and I too don't really have any friends. i have alot going for me but I am like constantly depressed. Anyway, this doesn't effect anything on laundro so.......

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posted 04-29-2000 02:54 AM            

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You know what, it could be worse I've had worse. You know I have. It'll get better my philosophy is It can only get better any worse would kill me. Its worked thus far so hey. You know I realized after all the shit I've been through no one should feel sorry for me not even myself. It could always be worse tons of people have it worse than you.So coming here and like getting it out is fine but don't think about killing yourself for stuff that will resolve...if your bf hates you dump him....your brother is dying....love him while you can and let him know....Birthdays aren't that important they are just a day.Friends are highly over rated. Friends have done nothing but screw me over in this life. I'm better off alone and I'm sure you could learn to live with it.
I used to think about killing myself but its not worth it you know what they say permanent solution to a temporary problem...
It can only get better.

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~Your body, use it, amuse it, cuz someday your gunna lose it~

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posted 04-29-2000 11:27 AM            

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okay I hate to be so honest here and totally talk about myself when I tell you this but I know some ppl care about yiou and the reason I know its because I was in your sitution and I am suicidal and i have depression and I have anorexia but you know I swore no one cared about me so I atempted suicide and you know I am happy I went to a hopital and got help because there are ppl who care about me and you have to stay alive. If you ever need anione to talk to come talk to me I know what you are going threw and i can help you i Know what it is like.

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posted 05-01-2000 03:02 PM            

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well, whenever i start to feel like that i always think to myself....."what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" and it motivates me to overcome whatever it it thats holding me down.

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posted 05-01-2000 03:49 PM            

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i can totally feel ya babykitty..somtimes i wonder why even bother with life. I dont do much, im in a school were i dont get home till 5, and im stuck at home. I dont get along with my parents. Most of my friends are lost to drugs. But than i take it one day at a time, and its still hard..but ya gotta deal with it.

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i would'nt be so fucking mad, so fucking pissed off, if it was'nt so fucking wrong

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